happen. When I was told that I’m a magnet. At first, I thought, wow, never
thought that people feel the need to be close to me. Through all the stages of
my live I came to think that I’m somewhat of a “Brussel sprout”, you need to
get to know me before you can like me. Feeling good, I went about my daily
routine. Then as the day went by, my overactive imagination took over. Over
boosted ego told me magnets attract, but logic told me that sometimes even
magnets push away. Not something I want to hear. But I did.
Wondering, hoping that I’m the pulling and not the pushing sides of the
magnet. This drew attention to me, dealing with the people around me when I
realised that I’m in fact both. I’m the side you choose. I’m the side you so
initiate. I’m the side my ego needs to protect me. I’m the side…..
Today I want to thank you for opening my eyes to yet another challenge. We
all know that there is no magnet that has two north or to south poles. All
magnets have a positive and a negative. We all know that the same poles on
two magnets will push each other away instead of pulling together. So, I
decided “my magnet” needs to change so that my energy is distributed evenly
or when you give me your negativity not to retaliate by giving you my negative
pole. Challenging task, as sometimes toxic people around you initiate your
negative pole. Today, I decided to be a true south.
Was asked two days in a row if I’m ok. Trying very hard not to let my feelings
be known, made me realise that I have indeed turned my poles and currently
only my north was showing. With a bunch of norths turned my way, I decided I
will turn and only give my south, this way my blessings will be shared, and
negative, toxic norths will be able to come close and I can tackle the task at
Which side are you giving. Do you, as I, let others decide my fate? Do you, as I,
let others negativity be met with your north?
Which side of the magnet do you share most?
Feeding the ducks 2018-07-26